Reena nak Mama!!!!

Mama..msk taun ni dh 4 taun Reena x raye ngn mama..sayupnye ble dgr takbir raye ni..Reena rindu mama..mama blk la cpt..
Mama..Reena dh besar dh mama..Reena dh tau msk..dh tau kemas rumah..dh tau wt keje2 sume sndr..nnti mama blk..x yah mama wt ape2 utk Reena lg..cukup mama ade dpn mate Reena..Reena blh jage mama dh..nnti..Reena blaja rajin2..tinggi2..Reena bagi sume ape mama nk..mama doakn Reena kt sini ye..mama jgn risau..Reena sihat n ok kt sini..
Mama..Reena sayang mama..sayang sgt..mama..Reena slalu nakal..Reena mintak maap..mama..Reena nk balas jase mama..tp mcm mne mama??Reena x mampu..xkn pernah mampu..tp Reena janji..satu hari nnti..mama x pyh risau..ble sume org sibuk ngn keje2 diorg..dgn family diorg..Reena ttp akan jage mama..Reena nak cari suami yg blh jage mama skali..mama..wlaupon tggugjwb Reena nnti kt org lain..tp..sesusah mne pon..Reena mesti jage mama..
Mama..Reena x kisah dgn sume ape yg mama nk bg Reena nnti..Reena nk mama je kt sini..Reena x kisah pasal harte2 tu sume..x pntg bg Reena..x sepenting mama..Reena x rase perasaan ni ble mama ade dgn Reena dulu..Reena x sdr..sebenarnye mama syg Reena..

Mama..balik laaaa...4 taun lame sgt mama..cukup lame..
Reena tunggu mama kat sini ye..

Cinta Tak Bersyarat

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Tak bertahan dengan setiaku..
Walau di akhir jalan..
Ku harus melepaskan dirimu..

Ternyata tak mampu kau melupa..
Dalamnya cintaku yg hebat..
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Tuk tinggalkan setiamu ..

c/o Demi nama cinta..
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Tlah kujaga kejujuran dalam setiap nafasku..
Karna demi cinta..
Telah kurelakan kecewaku atas ingkarmu..
Sebab kumengerti cinta itu tak mesti memiliki..

**Andai saja bisa kau fahami..
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Karna cinta yg sungguh..
Tiada akan pernah mungkin bersyarat..

Ulang c/o & **
Ulang c/o

Ternyata tak mampu kau melupa..
Dalamnya cintaku yg hebat..

Ni bkn aq tulis..aq x sejiwng ni..hahahaha..ni lirik lagu yg aq rase best la jgak..
Bile dihayati ok la..tapi..errrrghh..tah..x tau pe nk ckp..layan yo lah!hehe..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1zmKLK_bWw

Ramadhan Dtg Agi!!!

Happy-nyerr ble tau dh msk Ramadhan..
Ramadhan ni la time aq nk memaafkn sume owg sekeliling aq..bkn raye..tp Ramadhan..
Mse utk bersihkn jiwe..sucikn hati..tenangkn otak..so..aq harap korg pon same la eik..manusie mmg slalu wt slh..cume..jgn la kte duk ulang the same mistake over n over again rite??tp x pe lah..x nk ckp byk 2day..
Cume 2 all Muslims around the world especially org2 t’dekat ngn aq la..mama..papa..Cece..Zaza..Nana..Leeza..sahabat2..kwn2..teman2..rakan2..bopren x pyh..(x de pown..hehehe)..cikgu2..bloggers2..& lain2..aq nk ucpkn slamat b’pose..InsyaAllah ibadat kte pada bulan yg penuh rahmat ini diterime Allah ye..Amin..

Peringatan..mse buke nnti jgn minum ice auw..nnti leh kene seseme..pastu mkn cukup syarat je la..x yh la mkn mcm nk qada’ mkn sebulan..hehehe..n don’t drink 2 much of water..nnti buncit..hehehe..carbonated drinks lg la..jgn pndg pown..(sbb if t’pndg confirm grab pnye la korg ni)..n..jgn jdkn pose sbgai alasan utk kte wt tugas2 harian..n aktiviti-aktiviti lain..bebanyakla amal jariah tuw..Insya Allah..klau kte tlg org..Allah akan tlg kte..mungkin kte x nmpk skrg..tp one day..kte akn tau hikmahnyer..Insya Allah..doa aq utk sume..hopefully pose this year x de la lompong2 eh..dak kecik 6 taun pon leh pose pnuh auw..malu ah kalau dh bosar pnjg pon x roti2 lg ann…hehe..

satu agi..nk mintak maap ngn korg..kalau rase2 mcm aq x lyn korg ke..senarnye aq bkn sombong..tp aq mlz nk ckp byk2..sometimes korg jln sebelah aq pon aq x pndg (actually x prasan)..x pasal org ckp aq kerek ari tu..agak terase gak la..(sensitive sgt la aq ni)..hehe..aq mmg x ske tgk org time jln..masalah tol aq ni an??smpai ari tu t’miss cikgu aq time jln ke class..oopppsss..ari slase..cikgu2 pakai bju colour lbh kurg je cm kitorg..so x prasan plk tu cikgu =p..ngn slambernyer aq jln tanpe greet die..pastu aq mcm..eh2..tu mcm cikgu..skali pusing blakang..mmg pown..tp nk wt cm ne??x sengaje..x kn aq nk jerit se-mate2 an??cukup la sekadar doakn ‘assalamualaikum’ tu dlm ati jew..cikgu..jgn kecik ati tau cikgu..ampun..saye x sengaje..hehehe..

Eight Lies Of A Mother

This story begins when he was a child: he was born poor. Often they hadn't enough to eat. Whenever they had some food, Mother often gave him her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into his bowl, she would say 'Eat this rice, son! I'm not hungry.'

THIS WAS MOTHER'S FIRST LIE

As he grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near their house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give him a little bit more nutritious food for his growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While he was eating the soup, mother would sit beside him and eat the what was still left on the bone of the fish he had eaten, My heart was touched when I saw it. Once he gave the other fish to her on his chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, 'Eat this fish, son! I don't really like fish.' THIS WAS MOTHER'S SECOND LIE

Then, in order to fund his education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes, which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover their needs. One wintry night he awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So he said, 'Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning.' Mother smiled and said 'Go to sleep, son! I'm not tired.' THIS WAS MOTHER'S THIRD LIE

When he had to sit his Final Examination, Mother accompanied him. After dawn, Mother waited for him for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, he ran to meet her.. Mother embraced him and poured him a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as his Mother's love, Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, he at once gave her his glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said 'Drink, son! I'm not thirsty!'.

THIS WAS MOTHER'S FOURTH LIE

After his Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund their needs alone. Thier family's life was more complicated. They suffered from starvation. Seeing their family's condition worsening, his kind Uncle who lived near his house came to help them solve their problems big and small. Their other neighbors saw that they were poverty stricken so they often advised his mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying 'I don't need love.'

THIS WAS MOTHER'S FIFTH LIE

After he had finished his studies and gotten a job, it was time for his old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. He kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to him. She said, 'I have enough money.'

THAT WAS MOTHER'S SIXTH LIE

He continued his part-time studies for his Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which he worked, he succeeded in his studies. With a big jump in his salary, he decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son; she said to him 'I'm not used to high living.'

THAT WAS MOTHER'S SEVENTH LIE

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, he went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but he was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, 'Don't cry, son! I'm not in pain.'

THAT WAS MOTHER EIGHTH LIE

Telling him this, her eighth lie, she died. YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M - O - T - H - E - R

'M' is for the Million things she gave me,

'O' means Only that she's growing old, 'T'

is for the Tears she shed to save me, 'H'

is for her Heart of gold,

'E' is for her Eyes with love-light shining in them,

'R' means Right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell 'MOTHER' a word that means the world to me.For those of you who are lucky to be still blessed with your Mom's presence on Earth, this story is beautiful. For those who aren't so blessed, cherish and remember what sacrifices she did for you.

Aq Sayang Cikgu Aq!!

ari tu..ari rabu..aq demam..serius x larat sgt..ni bkn main2 tau..lame dh x sakit cm ni..pastu dgn selambernyer aq gi jumpe ketue warden pempuan kt skola aq tu..

aq : Assalamualaikum Cikgu (tanda hormat..hehehe)..

Cikgu : Waalaikumsalam Shee..kenape muke ni??dah bengkak ni??sakit ke??

aq : Cikgu..saye demam..sejak semalam..tp smlm tahan je..then ari ni dh x larat..(nada dh nk
nangis dh)..mcm mne ye cikgu??

Cikgu : ok..kamu,pergi pejabat jumpe Ustaz Ik****..mintak kebenaran nk duduk sick bay
ye..pastu sambil2 tu isi borg nk gi hosp ptg nnti..kamu demam teruk ni..muke sume dh
bengkak2 dh..

aq : ok Cikgu..terima kasih Cikgu..(korg mesti ingat aq ni skema an??)

pastu dgn muke nk tido tu aq gi la jumpe Ustaz Ik****..

check temp..mmg sah domam bdk ni..hehehe..

gi la tido kt sick bay..

bgn2 dh kul 2..wei!!aq x solat lg!!dh sudah..kabut!!haha..

mse tu la nk solat..mse tu la nk mkn..mse tu jgak kene siap nk gi hosp..pnt Oooo..

pastu gi hosp..bla3..mlm tu tido sick bay lg..

pastu cikgu masuk..jenguk org lain..tp smbil2 tu tgk aq gak la..

Cikgu : Shee..ok ke??dh gi hosp amik ubat?doktor kate ape?

aq : dh Cikgu..doktor kate demam..pastu bdn saye lemah..doktor tu bg vitamin..

Cikgu : dh mkn kt DS(dewan selera)??

aq : aq angguk kepale je..

Cikgu :dh mkn ubat??

aq : dh..

Cikgu : muke bengkak ni..jrg org demam muke
bengkak2 mcm ni..rehat la..

pastu cikgu pon kluar gi ronde skola kot..

tp kn korg..cikgu tu caring sgt..org kate die garang..

tp pade aq..die baik jew..mmg la klau kte wt jaat die marah la..sape x mrh kn??

pastu keesokan harinye dpt MC so duk la kt sick bay tu lg..bosannye..

skali kluar bintik2 merah plk..dh sudah..

ape kene la ngn aq ni??H1N1 ke??(hati aq ni mmg x leh duk diam..merepek je)..

pastu dgn terpaksenyer aq call kakak aq mintak die inform cikgu la..(kantoi bawak phone!!haha)..

pastu Cikgu pon dtg la tgk condition aq yg x brape stabil ni..hahaha..

then..tanye punye tanye..ok la..gi hosp lg..

siap kene amik darah..masuk ubat..sedut gas(sbb semput) la bagai..

nk tau x prob die ape senarnye??aq kene demam ayam bintik2!!(chicken pox)hehehe..

x psl kene kuarantin..4 2 weeks tau!!bosannyerrrr..

tp conclusion die..aq syg sgt kt Cikgu aq tu taw..n one day..tgk la..

aq akan buat ape je utk die!terima kasih Cikgu..muah Cikgu!flying kiss saye bg..hehe..

Jealous-nyerrrrr..

2day dak2 skola aq gi mass camp!!!aahh..

jealousnyer x dpt ikut..kesian dak2 homeroom aq tuw..

mesti sunyi sbb bdk byk bungik ni x de..hahaha..(klau x nk gelak senyum je la)^_^..

org yg x nk gi kene pakse p'gi..aq yg nk p'gi x leh p'gi plk..

the only chance..x de maknenyer 2nd mass camp tau..cdehhhhh...

tp x pe!!sbb ari ni aq jumpe dak2 skola lame aq!!aaahhh!!!bestnyerrrrr...x terkate..

happy sgt..1st thing diorg buat..JERIT!!!rasenyer satu skola blh dgr kot..haha..

nsb baikla aq baik ngn cikgu2 tu..x de la diorg kisah sgt..hehehe..

amik kesempatan la plk..haha..bkn slalu..

tp x puas ah borak ngn diorg..rasenyer ade banyaaakk lg nk cte..

tp..time's up..ingat diorg x de keje lain ke duk nk layan aq jew..ahakzz..

Heaven Must've Programmed You

u know..one day..when i think about u..

oh my..my heart juz can't deny that i love u..

u know..one day when i'm deeply in love with u..

i know..u r my true love..

The moment u walked inside my door..

I knew that I need not look no more..

The moment you fell inside my dreams..

I realized all I had not seen..

I've seen many other souls be4..

but Heaven must've programmed u..

The moment u said "I will"..

I knew that this love was real..

N that my faith was seen..

but Heaven must've programmed u..

N if a storm should come n if u face away..

That may b the chance 4 u 2 b safe..

N if u make it through the trouble n the pain..

That may b the time for u 2 know his name..

Follow true love..LOVE ALLAH...

Mama..Papa..I Love U..

Mama..

thank you 4 being the best mother 4 me!!bile Reena nakal2 dulu..Reena suke main brg2 mama..hehe..n mama slalu marah bile brg mama rosak..hehehe..mestila..sape suke org wt cm tu kn..mse Reena kecik2 dulu..mama slalu menangkn yg kecik kn??Reena slalu kene mengalah..mama always says that..Reena kn kakak..Reena kenelah mengalah..mama tau x??satu hari Reena rase sedih sgt..Reena rase terpinggir..tp bile Reena dh besar mcm ni..barula Reena tau kenape mama buat mcm tu..kenape mama marah Reena..sume tu la yg wat Reena jd org skrg..Reena tau..mama x nk anak2 mama jd org x gune kn??mama x nk Reena rosak..mama nk Reena fikirkn org lain..jgn tamak..mama nak Reena jage family kte ni..Reena tau tu..

sejak mama pergi sane..Reena slalu tanye..bile mama nak balik??soalan yg same tiap2 kali mama call Reena..smpai satu tahap..Reena tau mama dh x tau nk jwb mcm mne lg..so Reena stop tanye..but until now..i’m still waiting 4 u mama..Reena rindu mama!!Reena rindu nk peluk mama!!Reena rindu morning kiss yg slalu Reena bagi mama..Reena rindu nasihat2 mama..mama..Reena syg mama..bile Reena ade problem kat skolah..mama yg slalu dgr Reena nangis..x de org blh tahan dgn Reena..tp mama dgr jugak..mama try 2 tenangkn Reena..n it always works on me..sbb mama tau Reena..mama tau Reena sensitive..Reena x blh kene tengking..Reena x blh kene tikam dr belakang..Reena x blh dgr org ckp gune base kasar..mama tau kn??sbb tu Reena kate mama faham Reena..Reena x de boyfriend..dulu sbb mama x bg..tp skrg sbb Reena sndr x nk..org lain x fhm..diorg kate tu impossible..impossible Reena x pernah couple..tp mama tau kn the truth..as long as mama percaye Reena..Reena x kisah ape org nk ckp..
Reena syg mama..


Papa..

Thank you sbb slalu ade 4 me especially ble Reena sakit..who’s the one who cares 4 me??
U, papa..i always realize that..

Papa the 1st one yg risaukn Reena..Reena demam sikit je papa bawak gi hosp..siap pergi tempat emergency lagi..Reena pernah tanye 2 myself..kenape papa wat cam tu??mse Reena kene masuk air..Reena nangis..Reena takut jarum!!papa tau tu..
Papa usapkan air mate Reena..papa..tu yg buat Reena nangis makin teruk lg..u touched my heart..x kn pernah ade seorg pon yg blh ganti tempat papa..x de sorg pon yg blh buat ape papa buat..n x kn ade sorg pon yg blh bg the love n happiness yg papa bgi kat Reena..
tp papa tau x??Reena syg papa sgt2??mmg x pernah Reena ckp..tp Reena tau..papa realize that right??Reena suke tlg papa buat tukang2..hehe..sebenarnyer Reena suke main je..tp papa slalu senyum bile tgk Reena main dgn besi2 tu..screw2 tu..dgn spanar la..bukak screw..ketatkn balik..hehe..x de keje tu namenye..tp papa x pernah marah..wlaupon papa tau Reena perempuan..n x sesuai senarnye main bende2 tu..tp papa tau..Reena happy..jd papa x pernah halang ape Reena nk buat..Reena suke camping..n papa slalu galakkan Reena gi camping..supaye Reena berdikari..


papa tau kn Reena nk jd accountant bile besar nnti??papa doakn Reena ye..tp papa..bile satu hari nanti kn..kalau papa rase x de sorg pon anak papa yg blh jage papa mse papa dh tue..papa jgn risau..sbb Reena ade!!hehe....n I’ll always be right beside u..
yes I do..i love u papa..

p.s/ I hold my words…

I know both of u put such a huge expectation towards me..n sbb tu la..Reena akan study elok2..Reena akan buat the best!n bg mama n papa result Reena yg terbaik..hasil usahe dan berkat dr YANG KUASE..juge doa2 mama papa..dan pertlgan cikgu2 yg slalu ikhlas bg ilmu kat Reena..Alhamdulillah..i’m grateful 2 have u both as my parents..love u mama!!3x..love u papa..

Please Don't Let Me be Misunderstood

People..do u understand me now..

If sometimes I feel a little mad..

Don’t u know no one alive can always be an angel..

When things go wrong I seem a little sad..

U know sometimes..I’m so carefree..

With a joy that’s hard 2 hide..

Sometimes seems that all I have is worry..

N then you’re bound 2 c my other side..

If I seem edgy, I want u 2 know..

That I never mean 2 take it out on u..

Life has its problems n I get more than my share..

But that’s one thing I never mean 2 do..I don’t mean it..

People..don’t u know I’m only human..

Don’t u know I have faults like any one..

But sometimes I find myself alone regretting..

Some little thing..some foolish thing..That I have done..

But I’m just a soul whose intentions r good..

Oh God, please don’t let me be misunderstood..

Avoid the City After Dark

I like 2 take a walk out in the midday..

Checking life out in the park..

Oh..I love 2 c the children playing in the rain..

Splashing books n kicking mud..

I love to feel the ocean blowing in my face..

Wave as the old boats depart..

But I avoid the city after dark...